Crash Landing

I had a bad day yesterday. It wasn't the typical "Monday's suck" day, it was much worse. I couldn't figure out why it was such a bad day and why I was reacting so strongly to pretty much everyday stress. However, this morning while driving (& praying) to work I had a moment of clarity.
Last Friday after work I headed over to the temple. After spending two hours in the house of the Lord, I left feeling rejuvenated and re-energized. (See Special Day...10 years in the making for full details). On Saturday I cleaned my house (for 7 hours) and did some shopping. It was a very busy and productive day. At the end of which I was totally worn out but quite satisfied with what I had accomplished. On Sunday, I went to church and then that night I went to a youth fireside. I had a good day, heck I had a great weekend. I felt good about myself and I was spiritually feed, full in fact. I was on some sort of cloud or bubble or something.
I was still riding my high as I drove to my training Monday morning. I was feeling very happy and grateful. Then at the training I was board, because of the repeat of information from previous trainings. And then the lady I was sitting next to was not very computer literate (it was a computer training, obviously). I have discovered I don't have much patients for people with little to no computer skills.
Anyway, after the training I hurried back to my school so I could make the department meeting. At this point my high was falling, but in a hang-gliding fall to the ground type of way. However, during the meeting we were talking about how due to budget cuts we are going to lose 2 counselors next year and what that meant to our caseload and other obligations & responsibilities. At this point I feel doom and gloom completely overwhelm me. I'm stressed and overwhelmed with what I have on my plate this year! How am I ever going manage next year? My fall back to Earth is no longer soft, slow and gentle it is now a fast spiraling tail spin back to reality.
My moment of clarity that I had this morning testified to me that I had spent the last 2 1/2 days in the world but not of it. However, upon returning to work I was THRUST back into being part of the world. My weekend of peace had made me unprepared to handle the stresses of my life. I felt like crying. I just wanted to curl up in a ball, in a dark hole somewhere far far away. Today was a bit better of a day, but I'm still feeling the burn of my crash. I'll get over it, unfortunately.
I miss my bubble!

Food Find

Okay I have to admit I feel kinda silly blogging about this, but it is just too good to keep to myself.

As many of you know I go to Weight Watchers. At the end of every meeting the leader gives us a food find. This is low point food (the lower the points the better) that he thinks we will enjoy. The foods vary from carbs & sweets to "real" food. Well about two weeks ago my leader, Matt, gave us the best food find ever. Well next to Golden Spoon Frozen Yogurt (I'm extremely addicted to their frozen yogurt). I have been going to Weight Watchers for 2 year so saying that it is the best ever is saying something. I have received a lot of food finds and nothing compares.

So hopefully you are thinking "okay Annie, just tell me what it is so I can hurry and go out and buy it". Okay don't laugh...it hamburger buns :-) I know silly, right? But hamburger buns, even the whole wheat kind are at the very least 3 points, which in my book is a lot, especially considering that hamburger meat is a high point food as it is. However, Matt the genius that he is, found a hamburger bun that is only...get this...1 point!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you believe that? I didn't. My jaw hit the floor when he told us that. This is freak'n incredible. I told you it was almost as good as Golden Spoon. These fabulous hamburger buns are made by Natures Own, Whitewheat. I have included a picture to help you find them. They had whole wheat buns also but those where 3 points. The buns are white in color so nobody will know that you are eating "healthy" food. How awesome is that? They also make 1 point hot dog buns.



I know I am way too excited about buns, but I just can't help myself.

p.s. I found mine at walmart but I'm pretty sure Smith sells them also.

Special Day...10 years in the making

On Friday I went to the temple. I set a goal at the beginning of the year to attend the temple at least monthly. I regret to say that I didn't make it last month. However, I feel I a have a fairly valid excuse. Having a fever for 4 weeks, in my book, is a good excuse.
By the way I am feeling much better. I had blood work done and everything came back normal. So whatever my body was fighting was gone by the time the blood work was done. I'm just glad to say that I feel good and I'm back to normal.
Before I go on with my original topic I thought I would update you on one other thing. I while back (near the beginning of the year) I blogged about my disappointment with my weight gain. I just wanted to "brag" that I have lost 8 lbs as of this last Wednesday. I was hoping to do better, but then again I was sick for a month. Being sick sure is a handy excuse, it will get you out of just about anything :-)
Anyway back to the temple...Shortly after I arrived I realized that the date was March 20, 2009 and that ten year to the day (March 20, 1999) was the day I took my endowments out, in the very same temple. It was an amazing discovery, to me anyway. It made me smile and think way back to my first time there. I cannot believe it has been 10 years. Time has flown. I love the Las Vegas temple. It is my temple :-) It is where Neal preformed his first temple work (baptisms). It is where Neal proposed. It is where Neal & I took out our endowments (10 years ago). And it is where I go as often as I can to feel closer to my Savior & Heavenly Father. Friday was a great day! There is only one thing that would have made it better; Neal being there with me. I left the temple with a smile on my face and a lighter heart & a bounce in my step. (This is normal for me, but it seemed magnified this time). I called my sister, Audree, on the way home from the temple and she said I was hyper & I was. I just felt energized. I can't wait to go back!

Something GOOD to Read (part 2)

Jamie asked for more information about the book I recommended so I decided I would type out the description on the back of the book

When a young soldier name George Ritchie landed in an Army hospital with
pneumonia, he had no idea of the uncharted journey he was about to take.
Days later, barely comprehending his own death, he stepped out of the physical
world and entered eternity.
In this riveting and detailed story, Ritchie describes a series of "worlds"
he visited-- some hellish in their separation from life, some glorious in their
heavenly brilliance. But overshadowing all was his longing to stay in the
blazing presence of Jesus.
Stunning and memorable descriptions make this one of the most amazing
accounts of life after death ever written. This glimpse into the realm
beyond can change forever your understanding of the world beyond our own.

This isn't the type of book I would normally pick up off a shelf, but it was recommended to me. I was lent the book about two months ago but took a while to get around to reading. I wasn't sure I would like it, however, I finally picked it up to read. I'm glad that I gave it a chance. If it's not your type of book either, step outside the box and give it a try.

Something GOOD to Read

I wanted to recommend a book. It is a quick read. Its entertaining as well as thought provoking. It has changed the way I look at things, so I thought I would share it with you.

Return from Tomorrow

by: George G Ritchie & Elizabeth Sherrill

If you do read the book let me know what you think.

weekend warrior after pictures

This is my "brag wall". I need to change the gold frame it doesn't work well with the rest of the stuff. I have found a black frame I like I just need to go buy it at the store.

It is a small room so it is hard to get good pictures but this picture shows how all the shelves now work together. I love my new room. I just went and opened the door just to look at it. Sigh of relief! It's no longer a source of stress.



These are the new shelves I added there used to be only one wire shelf. I have now quadrupled my original storage space :-)

Weekend Warrior

After finally pulling myself out of bed yesterday I decided that I was going to finally hang up the shelves in the laundry room. I bought the shelving about 6 months ago, give or take a few months. In order to hang the new shelves I first had to take down the crappy old shelf. Upon taking down the shelf I noticed how dirty the walls were and not to mention the big wholes left in the wall from the old wire shelf. After staring at the gross looking walls for a minute I decided that I was going to paint the walls. Neal & I had discussed doing this way back when we bought the shelves, but never did due to the amount of work. I proceeded to take everything out of the laundry room. Now you might think that emptying a measly laundry room would be easy, but my laundry room is also the broom closet, food storage as well as cleaning supplies. By the time I emptied the laundry room, which also had laundry in it, my house was a disaster. (I should have taken pictures) Despite being distracted by the mess I focused on the task at hand. I finished painting and putting back what I could on the two shelves I installed 2 summers ago. I then proceeded to hang the rails for the new shelves, only to discover that I had the wrong screws. errrr After a trip to Lowels for the correct screws and a good nights sleep I succeeded in hanging the shelves. My laundry room is pretty! It is organized and looks A LOT less cluttered.
I was also able to take the time I needed, while waiting for paint to dry, to redo my "brag wall" I bought new shelves to house my diplomas (also about 6 months ago). With the new diploma I needed more shelves. I think it looks pretty good.
I was just glad to finally have the energy to do something productive after two weeks of being a bum.
PS I would have liked to add before, during and after pictures, but I didn't think of it until the job was finished. Isn't that the way it always works?